CALDWELL, kyle patrick

[KYLE CALDWELL]

•CALDWELL, KYLE PATRICK•

I'M TIRED OF BEING WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE

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THE BASICS[/color][/size][/b][/center]

name!? kyle patrick caldwell
nicknames!? none, yet
age!? twenty one (ish - he's not totally sure when he was born.)
birthday!? he says november third, but who knows?
gender!? male
orientation!? heterosexual
member group!? experiment, damned
canon or origina!? original

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FEELING SO FAITHLESS, LOST UNDER THE SURFACE

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THE LOOKS[/color][/size][/b] [/center]

height!? 5’ 8”
weight!? 123lbs
hair color!? black
eye color!? blue
distinguishing features!? experiment tattoo #495-76 on his left collarbone, a lip piercing that he's trying to close, never wears his ring, and a small tattoo of an eagle on his left ankle
play by!? cameron ugh
overall appearance!?

At first glance, Kyle appears pretty normal. He is of pretty much average height, perhaps a little shorter than some. The boy is particularly strong and surefooted, which is by no doubt a side-effect of the experiments that were performed on him. Another thing about Kyle is, despite his made-up name, that he is almost blind in one eye. That's right. With his right eye, all he can see are shadows and light, but nothing that can really help him distinguish the world around him.

When it comes to clothing, Kyle tends to fit a few different "styles". He'll wear band tees, skinny jeans, and skater shoes one day, yet perhaps the next he would be wearing bootcut jeans and a polo. So, he tends to fluctuate when it comes to what he's wearing.

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DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE EXPECTING OF ME

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THE PERSONALITY[/color][/size][/b] [/center]

likes!?

music: anything that is unknown or unloved, he'll listen to. mainstream, however, makes him cry... figuratively.

art: although kyle's not the best artist in the world, he does enjoy looking at it.

shooting things: hey, he's a boy.

eating: his favorite kinds of food, that is. he likes Italian, French, Mexican, and Chinese. and because of his extremely high metabolism, he needs to eat a lot.

guitar: he doesn't know how he learned to play it, but he can, so he does. and kyle loves it. it's relaxing for him.

pills: whenever he wakes up, kyle suffers from extreme headaches and full-out body aches and tremors. the only things that help are painkiller pills, so they have become his best friends.

sleeping: the only way kyle can escape from the confusion that shrouds his mind.

dislikes!?

mainstream: it's annoying. he prefers rock.

clingy people: can't they just get their own damn lives?

aches: full body aches, that is. he gets these all the time, and they're a bitch.

nightmares: he has them every night, of things he doesn't even understand. needles, bright lights, pain, being strapped down...it's all too much.

being weak: he hates the feeling of being vulnerable.

government: chances are, they're wrong about everything. he just wants to live his own life, untouched by reality.

strengths!?

ignoring people: for some reason, kyle is ridiculously talented when it comes to not talking to people.

guitar: kyle is ridiculously skilled at playing guitar. and although he doesn't know he got his talent, he won't care, as long as he's good at it.

lying: again, he doesn't know where he got this "strength", but he does take it for granted.

weaknesses!?

eyes: because of the many experiments performed on him, and his thyroid cancer, he is slowly losing eye sight in his left eye first. (right eye is still 20/20)

metabolism: kyle is constantly eating, and when he can't get anything to eat, he gets scary.

temptation: he gives in to almost any temptation.

fears!?

medical: kyle does not know how or why, but kyle is extremely afraid of anything having to do with medical equipment.

truth: although it might be nice for him to find out what happened to him, he is also afraid to find out what actually went down.

murder: yeah, he's afraid of getting killed by someone.

goals!?

find out his history: He may be afraid of it, but he wants to know what he can't remember.

get a girlfriend: can't remember if he's even ever had one.

find his family: isn't that kind of hard if you don't know their names or what they look like?

quirks!?

sudden bursts of rage: every once in a while, he'll just get ridiculously angry. they don't last that long, but they can be frightening.

never refuses a challenge: never, no matter how ridiculous it is.

bites his nails: a lot

has never had facial hair: at least not that he can remember.

addicted to coffee: yeah...

enjoys breaking glass: not sure about this one either.

buys books: a lot. and he doesn't even read them, he just buys them so he can hold them.

secrets!?

killed: he killed someone, or at least he thinks he has. all he knows is he woke up with a dead body, a knife, and a whole lot of blood.

afraid that animals can read his mind: it's just something that's been bothersome lately, and he's not sure why he feels this way, but he does. so far, he hasn't shared this with anyone.

overall personality!?

Kyle's mood tends to fluctuate depending on whether or not he's fed. If he's had food lately, he's really nice. He's talkative, nice, and seems to care about everything that's going on. But really, in his mind, he's troubled. Almost all the time Kyle's thinking about how he's going to get enough food, how to deal with the past that he can't remember, and when his next round of body pains will come.

On his own, Kyle is haunted by his demons. He constantly has nightmares, and there's no one there to help him, so that makes everything worse. This is increasingly difficult when it comes to making friends, because Kyle tends to flinch away from people, unless he really feels that he has a connection with that person. Or, if that person just caught him at an awkward time and he feels the need to explain to that person what happened.

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PUT UNDER PRESSURE OF WALKING IN YOUR SHOES

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THE HISTORY[/color][/size][/b] [/center]

full history!?

Kyle can't remember anything. He doesn't know why, but ask any doctor or scientist from Hoiltist and they'd know why Kyle doesn't know a thing about his past. It's because he was so traumatized while he was escaping, his brain thought it best to just forget everything and move on. Which helped him, because he didn't go insane. But it's a pain because he doesn't know anything about himself.

However, Kyle has slowly been finding the truth about what has happened to him. He has been discovering this truth through his nightmares, which he has everyday. Every, single day. They started the first time he woke up in the city, which he learned to be Cairns. Here, he woke up to a dead person. Now, Kyle's not exactly sure if he actually murdered the person, or if they died on his own. But, he took responsibility for that person's death, when in reality he was protecting himself from being eaten by a zombie-like creature.

Soon after he forgot his memory, Kyle got out of Cairns as soon as possible. Using money which he found throughout the city, he bought pills for his pains, which always come when he wakes up, and food. Because he eats so much of it. Then, he ran away, stealing away on buses to different cities, where he ended up in Darwin. This is where Kyle tends to uncover his past, and unravel the truth.

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CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW, JUST CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW

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THE FAMILY[/color][/size][/b] [/center]

father!? ~
mother!? ~
siblings!? ~
other significant people!? whoever works the shift at the drugstore. kyle buys a lot of painkillers.
pets!? ~

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EVERY STEP THAT I TAKE IS ANOTHER MISTAKE TO YOU

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THE BOSS[/color][/size][/b][/center]

HEY! I'M HADOUKEN!

[/COLOR]! ISN'T THAT WIZARD?
I'M FOURTEEN[/COLOR], AND I'VE BEEN HANGING ABOUT
THE ROLE PLAY WORLD FOR THE PAST THREE AND 1/2[/COLOR] YEARS!
MY OTHER CHARACTERS INCLUDE THE MONSTERS HIDING UNDERNEATH YOUR BED[/COLOR].[/FONT][/SIZE][/CENTER]

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